sometimes i wonder.
...what went right. how they went wrong to begin with, so as to once again/finally make sense.
i've been in such a mood lately. thinking about too many people...or their lack thereof in my life and i'm sure a very contestable vice-versa effect.
ha. to say that school is kicking my ass would be a complete understatement. it's taken the liberty of subjecting me to new forms of sick, twisted, pre-meditated distress. my immune system's homeostasis has become this limbo between phases of punctuated illness.
yeah, yeah, i know. it's my fault. i never said any of this wasn't.
i really wish you'd come and see me. i missed you so much those days. and these days just seem to draw on a little more without you.
sigh. midterm.quiz.midterm.paper.quiz.homework.hell.hell.hell.
whatever. it's monday and i'm restless.
restless.
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